Not even lurkers anymore.

Wow it seems I've lost all my visitors. I was thinking of having a de-lurking day but as the numbers prove that is pointless. I suppose I never started this with the intent to have any readers and its quite obvious that I can't write well enough and don't have interesting topics otherwise I'd have some readers stop by even occasionally. I'm not saying this for any pity me attention, OK maybe I am somewhat. I'm just stating the obvious. I have a boring life and I'm unable to tell any of it with any pizzaz. I know it its a fact. I guess that just the current state of depression and then the lack of any hits to this site have just brought me down even more. I'm not feeling any love.