One month

Today marks one month from the death of my daughter.  One month of the longest days of my life.  Bob and I are moving through our days trying to find our way.  We continue to ask why,we continue to struggle to make sense of things. I look for a sign, a feeling , something that connects me to Nickie.  Something that makes me feel like she is still with me, watching over me, guiding me.  She is of course always in my heart and mind.  I love and miss you Nickie.